went to homeopathic hospital with my mother . she was having acute joint pains from some days. a young lady doctor attended her, she was looking too young may be a intern.
yesterday tallked to my fiancee she want me to be as romantic as one is in the ones teeenage years.
i am too much serious about life now. women, luxury , words of love have no meaning for me. only silences of unknown faces can make out something to me. my fiancee is very much right when she says that i see every thing as an outsider. i too feel that i have become an totally outsider to even myself. dont conclude that i am depressed etc.also i dont see life as meanigless, but the way we explain life it makes it bizarre.
just as poetry makes expression more rich likewise to see and define life in the right words makes it worthy.